Still Alive

A lot of trauma and times came 

I got a shock wave

My heart was blinking

Eyes were rolling

I found no feelings or concise to be precise

But slept over again when awake

And so some flash in my dreams

Which could have flushed

But couldn't get over it

Again in the next few weeks

I got up a little weak

From within

And talking about something

With no longer consideration

And sounds still running

And times never holding up to the top of the list

Suddenly could smile with a lot of lipstick, some cheap and some chunky

Chased my smile

And went some shopping

Nothing I bought 

But saw many images of myself

Being lucky

I can't come out of the room

Of complaints taking the toll on my leads

Never wish to stay this way

But now am nothing to be sure what will happen if there's this forever in the game

I could be crying out loud and clear now

In the call, when amma only know

And Mumma could also sometimes use me to hear everything

There's no end

Want to live, what I dream

And not how other dreams on my life!!

Cuz it is previously one of my favorites life 

With Little League

Of simplicity and aesthetics

And be a Roadie!